Only Fear Of Death

(album: R U Still Down? (Remember Me) - 1997)

Pssst... psssssst... ayo
Are you afraid to die, or do you wanna live forever?
Tell me, which one?

They wanna bury me, I'm worried I'm losing my mind
Look down the barrel of my 9, and my vision's blurry
Falling to pieces, am I guilty? I pray to the Lord
But he ignores me, unfortunately, 'cause I'm guilty
Show me a miracle, I'm hopeless
I'm choking off marijuana smoke
With every toke it's like I'm losing focus
Falling to sleep while I'm at service, when will I die?
Forever paranoid and nervous, because I'm high
Don't mention funerals, I'm stressing and going nutty
And reminiscing 'bout them niggas that murdered my buddy
I wonder: When will I be happy? Ain't nothing funny
Flashbacks of busting caps, anything for money
Where am I goin'? I discovered, can't nothing save me
My next door neighbor's having convo with undercovers
Put a surprise in the mailbox, hope she get it
Happy birthday, bitch, you know you shouldn't have did it
Everybody's dying, am I next? Who can I trust?
Will they be G's, and they look at me before they bust?
Or will they kill me while I'm sleepin'?
Two to the head while I'm in bed
Leaking blood on my satin sheets
Is there a heaven for a baller?
I'm getting suspicious of this bitch
The line's busy everytime I call her
Now she's telling me to visit, who else is home?
I check the house before I bone, so we all alone
After I nut I hit the highway see ya later!
To all the players, watch the fly way a nigga played her
The bitch is telling all her homies
That I can fuck her like no other
Now them other bitches wanna bone me
I'm under pressure, getting drunk, somebody help me
I drink a fifth of Hennessy, I don't think it's healthy
I see my enemies, they creeping, don't make me blast
I watch the 5-0's roll, the motherfuckers pass
By me like they know me, smiling as they laugh
I put up my middle finger, then I dash
Niggas don't like me, 'cause I'm thugging
And every day I'm a hustler looking to get paid
They wanna bury me, I'm worried no need to lie
I pray to God I don't scream when it's time to fry
Nowhere to rest, I'm losing homies ain't that a bitch?
When I was rich I had clout, now a nigga's lonely
I put the pistol to my head, and say a prayer
I see visions of me dead, Lord, are you there?
Then tell me, am I lost? 'Cause I'm lonely
I thought I had friends, but in the end a nigga dies lonely
Nowhere to run, I'm in terror, and no one cares
A closed casket at my funeral and no one's there
Is there a future for a killer? I change my ways
But still that don't promise me the next day
So I stay thugging with a passion, forever blasting
I'm busting on these motherfuckers in my madness
They wonder if I'm hellbound
Well, Hell can't be worse than this, 'cause I'm in Hell now
Don't make me hurt you, I don't want to, but I will
Seen motherfuckers killed over phone bills
Never will I die, I'll be back
Reincarnated as a motherfucking MAC
-11, 'cause in Heaven there's no shortage on G's
I'm telling you now: You motherfuckers don't know me

"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas"
"Only fear of death is coming back reincarnated"
"Only fear of death..." "You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."
"You ghetto niggas..."

Hahaha, I ain't scared to die
I ain't scared to die
To my homies in Heaven: I ain't scared to die
Do you wanna live forever? Are you scared to die?
Or will you scream when you fry?
I don't fear death
My only fear of death is coming back, reincarnated
This is dedicated to Mental, R.I.P
And Big Kato, R.I.P.
And all you other O.G.'s who go down; I don't fear death