SURRENDER

(album: METAWAR - 2019)

Empty vessel tipped upon my side
Spilling out my truth and asking why
Looking for a stranger to confide
Can't even find my roots at the lowest tide
No longer hold myself upon my pride
Eating all the trash this world provides
Anything to fill this hole inside
Finally feeling something as my hands are tied

I only did it 'cause I had nothing more
I only did it for the fucking taste of war
I see it now, I'm just another tired whore
No sense of who I was before

All my vision stripped right from my eyes
Filled me up with truth and sold me light
Looking to my Lord, my only guide
Can't even see the holes in my new disguise

I only did it 'cause I had nothing more
I only did it for the fucking taste of war
I see it now, I'm just another tired whore
No sense of who I was before

I know I barely knew my name
I'll surrender
No sense of identity
I'll surrender

They showed me God and then kicked down my fucking door
They cut me open, left me like an open sore
Now I lay here broken on my bathroom floor
I wish the tide just wash me out to shore

I know I barely knew my name
I'll surrender
No sense of identity
I'll surrender
I'll surrender