You Don't Get It

(album: Changes - 2020)

Think ya do, ya think ya do, you just won't
Understand the way I feel
You just don't get it, you just don't get it
You won't admit it, please just spill it
Please just spill it
Even if it hurts, even if I lose feelings
Even if I lose feelings
Even if I start sipping till the body stops living
But that's never really what I wanted
It feel better when we fucking, what's the point of us talkin'?
I ain't feeling this right now but it would hurt if I lost it
It's the point of no return and I feel like you would cross it, wait
I start burning up when you walk in
Hypothermia when you don't call back
It really calms me down when we talking

Starting to feel like loving you is dangerous
Poison me I know that I can take it
Immunity is built up from the aching
New to me, my head feels like it's shaking
Scrutiny, don't know if I can take it
You and me, I'm running out of patience
Losing me, I'm on my own, I'm pacing
Anxiety, my heart, it started racing
I don't wanna feel that, so I had to numb it
Know I got it real bad, show me that you want it
Everything probably okay, I always make assumptions
I'm overthinking, drinking not watching my consumption
Had one too many, but I ain't fucking with this function
Rather just sit at home alone in my own corruption
Promise you that I never wanted to be destructive
I'm in too deep, how I'm still breathing? Feels like I've sunken
Can't find a way to let it out when I'm mad at you
Want you to stay even when you give me your attitude
Look at ya blind even when I'm covered in black and blue
Look at ya blind even when I'm covered in black and blue

Think ya do, ya think ya do, you just won't
Understand the way I feel
You just don't get it, you just don't get it
You won't admit it, please just spill it
Please just spill it
Even if it hurts, even if I lose feelings
Even if I lose feelings
Even if I start sipping till the body stops living
But that's never really what I wanted
It feel better when we fucking, what's the point of us talkin'?
I ain't feeling this right now but it would hurt if I lost it
It's the point of no return and I feel like you would cross it, wait
I start burning up when you walk in
Hypothermia when you don't call back
It really calms me down when we talking

Can't find a way to let it out when I'm mad at you
Want you to stay even when you give me your attitude
Look at ya blind even when I'm covered in black and blue
Look at ya blind even when I'm covered in black and blue