Withdrawn

(album: Someone I'm Not - 2020)

I feel like I'm being someone I'm not
Where am I going, don't know I forgot
No this ain't me but don't think I can stop
Leave me to be, let me bleed, let me rot
Searching for peace, wishing time would just stop
Looking for reasons that I should go on
Feel like I died but know I move along
Still in my body, my mind is withdrawn

Feel like an imposter, I move along 'cause I gotta
Life's not what I wanted, I act like I'm unbothered
Feeling like I lost her, I get ignored when I call her
Life's not what I wanted, I act like I'm unbothered
Don't put me above ya, you gon' end up let down
Getting paid but I ain't happy, ain't no reason to flex now
Know I tell you that I love you, but I chose to leave the rest out
Really hate the part of me but it is better off kept out
Only show you what I want you to see
Now you're glued to me, so used to me
Really hate myself for that, know you grew through me
Making moves through me, when you don't know me
Only show you what I want you to see
Now you're glued to me, so used to me
Really hate myself for that, know you grew through me
Making moves through me, when you don't know me

I feel like I'm being someone I'm not
Where am I going, don't know I forgot
No this ain't me but don't think I can stop
Leave me to be, let me bleed, let me rot
Searching for peace, wishing time would just stop
Looking for reasons that I should go on
Feel like I died but know I move along
Still in my body, my mind is withdrawn