Can't Be Me

I can't take the weight, I pray day to day
Take this pain away before my fate deflates
Every great could say, they got day to day hate
I hate the way they just say the same things
They move the same way, they choose the same lane
They do the same, change is obsolete, that cannot be me
Hit that rocking chair, wake up copy me

Life just not so fair, that ain't stopping me
I'm on top, the moon rocks have gotten me
I got hot, the A&R's are watching me
Peoples stock in me
Feed me beats, I keep heat, no flop in me
Pino Grigio, leave me to be, no
I see no reason, no
Want that push to start, don't need keys for those
You been looking hard, you can't see it though
Hard for you to believe in demons
I need some sleep, but night when I see 'em
I need to eat, the tree of life'll feed 'em
Right price is cheap, but see soon you'll meet him
Lifelike, but dead inside, I'm depleted
Don't want you hurt, ya don't need you see it
I did the worst, so I might delete it
I'm done deceiving
I'm done with grieving
I'm done receiving
I'm giving beatings
I'm living proof that yo life is dreaming
These different feelings lead me to meaning
Peeps flock to me it makes me uneasy
I'm breathing heavy all through the evening
I'm down and bleeding all through the seasons
My wealth increasing, my health decreasing
Roundhouse the gatekeep, let me in heavens
Don't want my soul snatched, the reaper thieving

I can't take the weight, I pray day to day
Take this pain away before my fate deflates
Every great could say, they got day to day hate
I hate the way they just say the same things
They move the same way, they choose the same lane
They do the same, change is obsolete, that cannot be me
Hit that rocking chair, wake up copy me