Miss Me

(album: Lovesick. - 2019)

And I'm gon' ride thru this city
Smoking dope cause I got plenty
Lately spending every penny, cause I got mines
When I die are you gon' miss me?
Drinking heavy till I'm tipsy
Mix it up until it hits me & I'm alright
I ain't fucking with you lately
Lately you been acting shady
I been so gone off the radar but I say I'm fine
Lately I just been so clueless
Swear to God I might just lose it
I know they ain't gonna miss me when it's my time

And all they ever see is when I'm fucked up
Stuck in a pattern, keep the loud, I always need a blunt
Always acting like I'm fine but I just keep a front
I been stuck here at the bottom they all think I'm up
All these people do not know me
Always try to act above me
I been chilling by my lonely
Counting guap up
But it don't mean shit
When I feel like this
Lately thinking ima quit now
It's been far too long that I've felt okay
Don't think they can cope with me
It's been far too long that I've felt this way
Don't think you would understand
(I don't think you could cope, lately feeling alone, please do not hit my phone, please do not hit my phone)

And I'm gon' ride thru this city
Smoking dope cause I got plenty
Lately spending every penny, cause I got mines
When I die are you gon' miss me?
Drinking heavy till I'm tipsy
Mix it up until it hits me & I'm alright
I ain't fucking with you lately
Lately you been acting shady
I been so gone off the radar but I say I'm fine
Lately I just been so clueless
Swear to God I might just lose it
I know they ain't gonna miss me when it's my time

I know they don't really need me
I know they don't really love me
I know they don't really want me
"You fucking lame" is what they told me
Lost in all these words that you said to me
Been thinking love ain't for me
Cause things just never last
Life been moving fast
When I'm up in public always smelling like the gas
Pull up with the pack
Backseat in the black
All I wanted was you but you put me on blast
Now I do not feel alright
I been looking my whole life for something I won't find, something I won't find yeah
(I won't ever find it, I won't ever find it, I won't ever find it, yeah, I won't ever, yeah)

And I'm gon' ride thru this city
Smoking dope cause I got plenty
Lately spending every penny, cause I got mines
When I die are you gon' miss me?
Drinking heavy till I'm tipsy
Mix it up until it hits me & I'm alright
I ain't fucking with you lately
Lately you been acting shady
I been so gone off the radar but I say I'm fine
Lately I just been so clueless
Swear to God I might just lose it
I know they ain't gonna miss me when it's my time