What To Expect

I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows
Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow
I remember feeling down, feeling that low
I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe
This world will never be what I expected it to
I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two
Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now
I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two

I don't really care about the diamond and ice
I just wanna make some shit to make me feel nice
Everybody got promises that they can never keep
I don't know what I been doing, how I'm still alive

I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows
Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow
I remember feeling down, feeling that low
I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe
This world will never be what I expected it to
I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two
Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now
I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two

Wake up then spark the gas, I'm feeling under the weather
They say that hatred is a sickness and I hope you get better
I do this shit for everybody who don't feel like they matter
You say you want the older me but I don't wanna go backwards
Close your eyes when you kiss me and show me you're riding with me
I got that feeling in my gut like it's stabbing my kidney
'Cause you're the only one I trust but you're leaving me empty, ay
It's never enough, feel my heart barely beating

Yeah, and I can never be what they want me to be
I don't think they'll ever see the type of things that I see
Never thought I'd make it here just by chasing a dream
Finally becoming everything I ever wanted to be

I been on the road, getting paid for the packed shows
Funny, couldn't see you waiting from the backrow
I remember feeling down, feeling that low
I won't pay your ass no mind, I got fans hoe
This world will never be what I expected it to
I'ma buy my mom a crib with a check or two
Funny 'cause I used to wanna blow up now
I got fans around the world but I'm breaking in two, eh