By My Side

(album: Reflections - 2020)

(Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset
Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset)

I can't make up
My mind is made up
Sometimes just straight fucked
But you're the only one I really want here by my side

Forced in place
Wouldn't have it any other way
I'm looking for something to say
(Forced in place)
This isn't how it's ever supposed to be
I'm lying to myself because I hold things back while I preach no cap
What a whack mindset
(What I wouldn't give to quit)
'Cause Imma push my luck 'til I fuck things up
With my mouth sewed shut

Yeah, I can feel the tension
From holding all this weight
This isn't who I want to be
So selfish, honestly
I'm stuck in my ways
This feels just like before
Found open doors I can't ignore
Stuck running circles like I'm lost in my head
(Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset
Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset)

I can't make up
My mind is made up
Sometimes just straight fucked
But you're the only one I really want here by my side
'Cause I can't wait up
No time to waste up
Can't get myself stuck
When I'm the only one I really need here by my side

I'm lost in my head
This isn't who I want to be
I'm lost in my head
This isn't who I want to be

Yeah, I can feel the tension from holding all this weight
This isn't who I want to be
So selfish, honestly
I'm stuck in my ways
This feels just like before
Found open doors I can't ignore
Stuck running circles like I'm lost in my head

I can't make up
My mind is made up
Sometimes just straight fucked
But you're the only one I really want here by my side
'Cause I can't wait up
No time to waste up
Can't get myself stuck
When I'm the only one I really need here by my side
'Cause I can't make up
My mind is made up
Can't get myself stuck
(Self stuck)
(Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset)

(Push it all back, keep yourself fed
Keep yourself fed with the right mind
With the right mindset)
Forced in place