Pain Now

(album: Aftermath - 2022)

Played out
I've got to find a way out
I'm feeling weighed down
Too focused on the pain now

I keep on running back and forth
Running back to where I was before
(Thoughts I can't ignore)
I've got these loses on my mind
Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
(But it's no surprise)

I don't think you know what it means
To want to be the baddest muthafukka outta this scene
I feel a lot pressure building but I'll handle with ease
I watched you fumble everyday that's the one I'll never achieve

I gotta
Keep doing what I know is best for me
I don't think you can run with me
I wish I could feel differently

But now I'm sitting here in dread
Watching the time slip through my hands
Emotions always thinly spread
I wish they held more weight instead

Played out
I've got to find a way out
I'm feeling weighed down
Too focused on the pain now

I keep on running back and forth
Running back to where I was before
(Thoughts I can't ignore)
I've got these loses on my mind
Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
(But it's no surprise)

I don't think you know
I don't think you know
Cuz the realest move in silence
I'm not looking for no violence
I can put you in your place
If you feeling like you really wanna try it

I guess it's hard for me
To find the room to breathe
Lungs at capacity
Filled up with apathy

Played out
I've got to find a way out
I'm feeling weighed down
Too focused on the pain now

I keep on running back and forth
Running back to where I was before
(Thoughts I can't ignore)
I've got these loses on my mind
Feeling stuck burnt out in overdrive
(But it's no surprise)

Played out
I've got to find a way out
Weighed down
Too focused on the pain now

I'm sitting here in dread
Watching the time slip through my hands
Emotions always thinly spread
I wish they held more weight instead