What I Lack

(album: Aftermath - 2022)

Reap what you sow
I guess that goes to show
Nobody moves past what they say they're letting go
Make room for growth
I'm gonna hold it close
Looking back I'm the one I just needed here the most

I just think it's only fair
I get to live my life and not compare
There's a price to pay with everything
But I don't think it's worth the price to me
I'm just searching for some type of common ground
But it's easy to be said not found
When you're running out of room to search around
What's the point of rushing through it now

Reap what you sow
I guess that goes to show
Nobody moves past what they say they're letting go
Make room for growth
I'm gonna hold it close
Looking back I'm the one I just needed here the most

Cuz now I understand how it overlaps
When you're feeling all alone
Lost without a map
It's funny how it fades yet the feeling lasts
It keeps running through my brain
I'm just still attached

I'm running circles to find something new
Don't really have a plan if I ever do
But it's just not expected
I'm losing all my perspective
I guess it's part of the lesson

I gotta
Get rid of that
Cuz I don't think I want it back
Beside the fact
That I just try to keep intact
I'm losing track
Of all the progress that I kept
No room for slack
So what's the point of feeling bad

Reap what you sow
I guess that goes to show
Nobody moves past what they say they're letting go
Make room for growth
I'm gonna hold it close
Looking back I'm the one I just needed here the most

Cuz now I understand how it overlaps
When you're feeling all alone
Lost without a map
It's funny how it fades yet the feeling lasts
It keeps running through my brain
I'm just still attached

I'm just still attached
I'm just still attached
I'm just still attached

I just need to reset
Picking up the pieces
I don't think it's weakness
Starting over weakened

I just want to force it
That's not really worth it
Looking for some purpose
Hoping it'll surface

Reap what you sow
I guess that goes to show
Nobody moves past what they say they're letting go
Make room for growth
I'm gonna hold it close
Looking back I'm the one I just needed here the most

Cuz now I understand how it overlaps
When you're feeling all alone
Lost without a map
It's funny how it fades yet the feeling lasts
It keeps running through my brain
I'm just still attached