Superspreader

(album: Halfway - 2023)

Can't lie, I'm quite unimpressed by all the boys that I've met
And I'm avoiding all the reasons
Used to leaves staying on trees, used to you staying with me
But Minnesota has seasons

And I've tried testing the waters, my intentions are pure
My friends call me superspreader
And like the sports bar I work at, everybody's been pretty
But the food could be better

And I tried being yours
Till that didn't work anymore
And what was it for?
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore

And I know that sounds kinda harsh, but not as harsh as the sound
Of your voicemail inbox
But now I'm in a new place and I don't know what I'd say
If you actually picked up

Oh, I tried being yours (Tried being yours)
Till that didn't work anymore (Till that didn't work anymore, ah)
And what was it for?
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore

(You still ruin my life)
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore
(You still ruin my life)
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore
Anymore

(Ah) I know you're not happy with yourself
(No, we don't talk, but you still ruin my life)
But yours is the last face that I wanna see
When my lips touch somebody else's
And I know that it's fucking with my health
(No, we don't talk, but you still ruin my life)
But I'm letting you let me let you go and it's just hard
Because I'm selfish
It's true
I'm holding on, I'm holding onto you
To you

Letting you ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore
You still ruin my life, even though we don't talk anymore

Can't lie, I'm quite unimpressed by all the boys that I've met
And I'm avoiding all the reasons
Used to leaves staying on trees, used to you staying with me
But Minnesota has seasons