Slutphase

(album: Halfway - 2023)

Is it a slutphase or is it a bandaid?
Do I like this outfit? Is it for the male gaze?
Wait, what am I doin'? It's 3 on a Wednesday
And I swear I just hardly recognize myself

Is it a distraction? Is it paranoia?
Should I say, "Sorry" to my new employer?
I miss the old me, I kinda destroyed her
And now I just hardly recognize myself

As if I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not
I miss you, oh my God

I'm getting good at faking
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
I'm saying that I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

One night with Jonah, he paid for my dinner
Went dancing with Jacob, thought he was a winner
Jackson was sweet but I'm still kinda bitter
And most nights I hardly recognize myself
But I just keep telling myself

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot
I miss you, oh my God

I'm getting good at faking
It's all good for the plot
But everyone knows that I'm breaking, I'm breaking
I'm saying that I'm getting over
All of the things that I'm not really over
But I'm pretending that I'm really over
All of the things that I'm not really over

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot

Everybody needs a slutphase
While they're young and hot