Pain & Pleasure

(album: Vicious Cycle - 2017)

I felt you in my skin
I find a way out but you dragged me back in
Pushing me to this
Make me believe that it's all that I need
It took over me
Made me feel like I knew what was real
Now I've come to see
The pain and pleasure was all I could ever need

You have to learn to forget
So just ignore me in the back of your head
Push back the memories
I can promise it's not worth the stress
Take me away
You took my hand and you pulled me in the
Closer we are it's like the more I forgive
The voices inside my head say
"Take me away"

Addicted to the pain
In love with the pleasure
I have a hard time keeping myself together
The more I give the more you take
I bend and I break
But will you ever stay?

Things won't be the same
You pass around the blame like it was nothing but a
Sick and twisted game
Over and over again fucking me up in the end
Now the vision fades
To no surprise I open my eyes and now
I can finally see
The pain and pleasure was all I could ever need

You have to learn to forget
So just ignore me in the back of your head
Push back the memories
I can promise it's not worth the stress
Take me away
You took my hand and you pulled me in the
Closer we are it's like the more I forgive
The voices inside my head say
"Take me away"

And all I ever hear is me and how you want it to be
I think it's time to react and I'm not holding back
I think it's time to leave so take your memories
And get the fuck away from me

The pain and pleasure was all I could ever need
Over and over again fucking me up in the end

You have to learn to forget
So just ignore me in the back of your head
Push back the memories
I can promise it's not worth the stress
Take me away
You took my hand and you pulled me in the
Closer we are it's like the more I forgive
The voices inside my head say
"Take me away"

Addicted to the pain
In love with the pleasure
I have a hard time keeping myself together
The more I give the more you take
I bend and I break
But will you ever stay?

Addicted to the pain
In love with the pleasure
I have a hard time keeping myself together
The more I give the more you take
I bend and I break
But will you ever stay?