i feel 2 much

(album: everything means nothing - 2020)

You gave me too much to feel
Everything, it feel too real
I don't wanna feel this much
You gave me too much pain
It does not feel the same
I don't wanna hurt this much

It's nothing but pain in the morning when I wake up
I can't even eat can't sleep just stay up
Shame in your tone when you saying that you're sorry
Please don't speak no more

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all

I been thinking 'bout it constantly, I really can't deny it
All the things I wanna say, I keep 'em all inside
Forget about forever, can you get me through the night?
Maybe I can learn to live without you, one day at a time
You had me at a place that I don't wanna go back to
One of us would die, we cut it off because we had to
And lying by omission is worse than fucking lying
We're lying to each other, so what's the point in trying?

When there's pain at night when I lay down
I don't wanna talk, no words I could say now
Shame in your tone when you saying that you love me
That won't work no more

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all

Lying by omission is worse than fucking lying
Lying to each other, so what's the point in trying?
Lying by omission is worse than fucking lying

'Cause I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna speak, don't call
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all
'Cause I feel too much
Then I feel it when we fall
I don't wanna feel too much
I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all

I don't wanna feel at all
Feel at all