Already Be Dead

(album: You'll Get It When You're Older - 2023)

When I was a kid, you told me that you think
I won't get it 'til I'm older
Honestly, I thought I'd never understand
And I'd stay angry, oh-oh

But everything has changed
I've been learning I'm the same
'Cause the venom that you got
It's been dripping through my veins
I can feel it when I'm dancing all night, whoa

'Cause I'm in control
By only a thread
Oh, darling, if I was you
I'd already be dead

Now I live alone and I'm always in my brain
Miss the silence, extra loud, you could feel it ricochet
Like a bullet off a bone, now hold tight, oh-oh

It's easy to forget
All the reasons not to cave
When you're feeling really sad
You're a human at the end of the day
Yeah, you could fuck your life up and throw it away

'Cause I'm in control
By only a thread
Oh, darling, if I was you
I'd already be dead
My head is afloat
By the example you set
'Cause, darling, if I was you
I'd already be dead