Soulless

(album: Spit My Last Breath - 1997)

Why me?

A question I ask myself everyday
My life is hell must it be this way
No chances were ever thrown my way
Was it the luck of the draw, was I destined to rot away
I question my purpose here
I've also got no one to endear
I'm resentful bitter and more
So all the negative things that happened I've just stored

Here we go again
I'm losing restraint
Here we go again
I'm not afraid to show you how much

I hate you your views ain't nothing in my eyes
Pathetic outcries lies my rage flies high
We ain't the same in this game where pain reigns
There's no gains hate remains every day just drains
There's nothing here just loathsome misery
Longing for unity is just a fantasy
I can't assimilate to what I can't relate
I feel great irritate there's always hate

I've been left behind
Surpassed by my so-called peers
There's nothing for me
Just sad lonely misery
There's never been a future ahead
None as far as the eye can see
No breaks is holding me down
Crushing me to the ground

Hatred
I am soulless
Misery
Has left me soulless
I am your enemy
Don't turn your back on me
I am the enemy
You made this hate you see

I ask myself why I'm so blessed
Blessed with nothing but rage that won't relent
My luck in this world was still-born
So I mourn be good or bad well I am torn
Stay out of trouble in my head I drill still
The shit in my life is enough I want to kill
You're telling me how to be and what to do
You got no clue I'm true to me so fuck you

I've been left behind
Surpassed by my so-called peers
There's nothing for me
Just sad lonely misery
There's never been a future ahead
None as far as the eye can see
No breaks is holding me down
Crushing me to the ground

Hatred
I am soulless
Misery
Has left me soulless
I am your enemy
Don't turn your back on me
I am the enemy
You made this hate you see

I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Fading away to an empty nothingness

I know I've been overlooked why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game that mocks me
I know I've been overlooked why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game that mocks me
I know I've been overlooked why me
Can't find happiness could it be that I don't see
Left in the dark why me
Why must I play the victim in this game of misery

I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
I believe in nothing
Slipping and sinking to a worthless existence
I believe in nothing
There is nothing left to hold me up
There is nothing left to believe in
Fading away to an empty nothingness