Spit My Last Breath

(album: Spit My Last Breath - 1997)

Spit my last breath!

I tried to love but I've grown so empty inside
I tried to love until something inside me died
I try to live with this hatred inside I hide
I close my eyes as I lose my fucking mind

I look back upon the days that have gone
My wasted youth all the shit that's gone wrong with me
I see the world slowly slipping away
My silent scream goes unheard every fucking day
With all my soul I never wished it to be this way
I've lost my faith but I fall to my knees and pray
I rot away in this world not meant for me
And thoughts of murder seem the only salvation to me

I walk the streets this violence grows
The people's faces I see I want to make them explode
I want to take back from them what they've crushed out of me
I want my soul my youth my faith my life and the love I can't see
These scars that poisoned my soul they just continue to bleed
I feel this rage this hatred it's killing me
These days go on with no end, this violence only grows
I feel the end's coming soon but I won't go alone

I hear it, I know you won't believe it
Voices in me that makes me paranoid
There it is do you hear it? I know that I'm not crazy
But day after day I lose my sanity

(My life
I've always been alone
I've always been alone)

There's nothing left of me
The game is over, the game is over for me
I'm left without a soul
My life is over
There's no way out!

Why, why must I cry?
Why, why must I die?

No love left inside

My kindness has given way
To an endless barrage of emotional scars
No love left in my heart
I've been dead since my innocence faded away
Why, why must it be this way
A question I ask myself each and every day
My anger runs out of control
I just want to die

I hear it, I know you won't believe it
Voices in me that makes me paranoid
There it is do you hear it? I know that I'm not crazy
But day after day I lose my sanity

(My life
I've always been alone
I've always been alone)

My life is over!