Anomaly

(album: How's The Heart? - 2023)

Who the fuck just pulled that trigger of hell
And pushed me into this well?
Why the hell did I choose to tell
I never knew those words will ring my knells
Waiting for the world to clinch eternal sleep
Waiting for the worst I question what is real

Brace my fucking self, will I ever sleep?
Tired to fight with someone else, will I ever breathe?
I've become that someone else
Fighting for my dream, to become my reality

I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
Fucking anomaly stealing my only dream
Left a knife to my reality

Such a total fucking storm it's hysterical
Like a psychosis, I'm starving for a miracle
What the fuck just pulled this lever of hell I wish I knew

And I know fucking nothing, will I ever sleep?
Don't know bloody nothing, will I ever breathe?
Don't know fucking anything
Waiting for my dreams to become my reality

I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
Fucking anomaly stealing my only dream
Left a knife to my fucking back
Never bother, why pull that back?

It's such a bleat where we drown when we're down
I kinda need my anomaly
Such a niche where we drown all our dreams
Such keen, my anomaly

I can't change the way I feel
Why can't I escape this picture in me
If things only fell into place
Somehow I could find the change

I can't change the way I feel
I can't escape this prison in me
If things only fell in their place
Somehow I could find my place
With a knife in my fucking back
Never bother to pull that back

Such a niche where we drown all our dreams
Such keen, my anomaly