Camera Roll

(album: Pretty Monster - 2022)

I run my hand against the wall, back at your place
There's still a mirror down the hall, not much has changed
Don't have much time
To take what's mine
But I can hear your voice in my head
Keep asking where I've been

I know you heard that I've been doing pretty well with someone new
Oh, but tell me why I'm terrified of knowing
There's a chance you are, too

I keep your pictures in my camera roll, I can't let go
It's full of memories I don't own anymore, it's out my door
And I can't choose the ones I'd lose
'Cause I don't know who I am without you

I'm folding clothes you're on the bed
A thousand words that I could say instead
But I just thought I'd do it now, yeah, I'd come clean
And they said time would wash the guilt
But I don't know what it means

I keep your pictures in my camera roll, I can't let go
It's full of memories I don't own anymore, it's out my door
And I can't choose the ones I'd lose
'Cause I don't know who I am without you

I think I should have spent a longer time to heal on my own
'Cause I seem to hurt the one's I love the most
And damn girl you've grown
And I'm just scared to be alone
So now I pace round my room feeling envious of you
And no one knows

I keep your pictures in my camera roll, I can't let go
It's full of memories I don't own anymore, out my door
And I can't choose the ones I'd lose
'Cause I don't know who I am without you
And I can't choose the ones I'd lose
So what I'll do is hang on to a few