I Don't Want To

(album: Pity Boy - 2019)

Some people have
Commitment issues
Heard through the grapevine
That you moved into
A whole new life
Pay your bills on time
Not month-to-month like some other guys
I'll never be like that, I can't tell you why

And you say no
And you do yoga
And you don't feel complicated about it
And you go out
When you come home it's never out of need
And I say yes and I'm a mess
And I don't know what I don't know yet
When I go out, when I come home I only feel relief

But I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, or I don't need to, or I'm not going to
At least not now

Some people have
Commitment issues
Last time I saw you
Still only refused to just make amends
To all your friends
And don't you think you would feel better then?
I'll never be like that, that's what I tell myself

When I said no, guess I didn't mean it
Tell all of the ones that made me repeat it
If it didn't matter, if I didn't mind then
We can call it fine
And you say yes and you're direct
One day I hope that I can be like that
And that it won't matter
And then I won't mind
And we can call it all fine

But I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, or I don't need to, or I'm not going to
At least not now

I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to
So I won't
I don't I don't want to, I don't need to, I'm not going to
'Cause I don't I don't want to, I don't want to, I don't want to

Some people have
Commitment issues
Heard through the grapevine that you moved into
A whole new life