Self Sabotaging

(album: TEN - 2023)

I said too many goodbyes
I've wasted everyone's time
I wish that I could just lie
And say that I'm alright but

Here I go again
Here I go again
Fighting with my head
Fighting with my head
Back into your bed
Back into your bed
I thought it was over

Self sabotaging everything
Why does this always happen to me
I run when it's good and I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love
Self sabotaging everything
I swear I do this in my sleep
I run when it's good then I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love

You should throw me away
I'm the type that you hate
But you like how it tastes
So you wait it out
No I won't change
I'll just drive you insane
Always ends up the same
I'm always

Self sabotaging everything
Why does this always happen to me
I run when it's good and I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love
Self sabotaging everything
I swear I do this in my sleep
I run when it's good then I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love

I'm messed up
I just wanna have someone
But I'm only good at half love
I know it's bad for me
I'm my own worst enemy

Self sabotaging everything
Why does this always happen to me
I run when it's good and I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love
Self sabotaging everything
I swear I do this in my sleep
I run when it's good then I fuck it up
Barb wire round my heart cuz I'm scared of love
Self sabotaging everything
Why does this always happen to me