Purity

(album: Futurestories - 2016)

I veil my mind
To erase the pictures
They wanted to implant to infiltrate my sanity
Am I going insane?
There's no reason to blame
The pure inside of me

Am I chosen to die?
Is my truth just a lie?
Will the end come soon? So I can lie down and just say goodbye and smile

I won't regret not in heaven nor hell
Still my death seems to be so unreal
Now I can feel what it's like
To be freed from the shackles of life

Lord could you save me from all this control?
I think the devil's got my fractured soul
I'm in a rage! Where's my second chance?
Will I ever awake from this trance?

How could I just deny
Is it true that I died?
Will my end come soon? So I can lie down and just say goodbye and smile

I won't regret not in heaven nor hell
Still my death seems to be so unreal
Now I can feel what it's like
To be freed from the shackles of life
Oh Death seems to be such an easy way to exist
There are no more sins, no more relapses to resist

Well might this be the bittersweet end?
Never thought that everything I'd try would end in failure
I'm in motherfucking misery, is there going to be a fatality?

This is my goddamn destiny
Can't imagine that there are feelings without a body or soul
Now there's no more control
So I seal my own fate and hope that you're going to lead me when it's too late
You've got everything I am
And maybe there will be a time to be a true man

My heart is yours
You're my king and my queen
My heart is yours don't matter who I have been

I won't regret not in heaven nor hell
Still my death seems to be so unreal
Now I can feel what it's like
To be freed from the shackles of life
Oh Death seems to be such an easy way
To exist
There are no more sins, no more relapses to resist