How To Love, How To Lie

(album: Hotel Bleu - 2023)

It gets easier with time
How to love and how to lie
I've been trying not to break your heart again
It's not the same as running
Well, who could blame me if I'm hiding
Cause in the dark, my head is spinning round and round for you

Take me as I am
I'm a fucking nightmare
Take me as I am
And I'll do what I'm told
Take me as I am
If you can really understand
I'm not your home, I'm not your home

It's not so simple when your head's underwater
Drowning in the silence while you search for nirvana
Don't you think I'm pretty baby
Don't you think I'm pretty

It's not so simple when your head's underwater
Drowning in the silence while you search for nirvana
Don't you think I'm pretty baby
Don't you think I'm pretty

Feels like I'll never recover
I think I'm searching for a reason to get back up
My head is under the covers
It's freezing in my bed, I can never seem to get out
I really think that maybe I should take some time
Fill all the dead space in my mind
Oh, if I had another life
Would you still find me on the edge of a knife

It's not so simple when your head's underwater
Drowning in the silence while you search for nirvana
Don't you think I'm pretty baby
Don't you think I'm pretty

It's not so simple when your head's underwater
Drowning in the silence from the words of your father
Don't you think I'm pretty baby
Don't you think I'm pretty

It gets easier with time
How to love and how to lie
It gets easier with time

It's not so simple when your head's underwater
It's not so simple when your head's underwater
It's not so simple when your head's underwater
Your head's underwater, your head's underwater