I Think I'm Going Insane

(album: THA $C3N3 MiXTaPe - 2008)

Fuck...
Ahh...

Oh, I'm not addicted to drugs,
I'm addicted to being hurt
It may seem berserk,
But none of these stress relievers work.

Popping pill after pill,
Trying to get my head straight
Trying to over power the pain
until the next day.

But it ain't happening
I'm an addict that's half asleep,
While the other half of me is trapped in a series of bad dreams.

My current position was tripping on trees of acid casts,
until my eyes collapsed and suicide was an aftermath.

I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.

So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.

So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.

So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I guess I'm insane indeed, 'cause no matter what the fuck I do you never seem happy.

Adapting to stronger drugs,
Larger quantities, killing myself constantly, my eyes start to bleed.

The feeling of being alive just isn't enough,
serenches I stuff with heroine, I'm feeling the rush inside of my veins,
and my brain's fried from filling too much with drugs,
I'm willing to crush my chances of being in love.

I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.

So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.

So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.

So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

Maybe because you made me that way,
Turn me into a monster I would have never became.

Creating thoughts of dying eventually severed my brain,
irritated my vains, intoxicated my system.

It went on for days, I had cravings of wisdom.
I wanted your fucking opinion so I'm making you listen,
listen to all of the pain I've been feeling recently,
killed myself and only now do you realize that you miss me.

I'm falling down erasing memories you gave to me,
I'm still alive and nothing you can say can make me breathe.

So please take away the pain that hurts me, I don't wanna be alone and thirsty.

So many drugs to push the pain I have entrapped in me,
'cause I don't wanna live my life inside this fantasy.

So please take away the pain that fills me, I don't wanna be the one that kills me.

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)

I can't take this pain 'cause I'm DIEING,
I can't close my eyes 'cause I'm CRYING.

'Cause these pills have taken' over my brain, side effects causes pain,
I think I'm going insane (INSANE)