Blue & Grey

(album: BE - 2020)

[Romanized:]

Where is my angel
Haruui kkeuteul deuriun
Someone come and save me, please
Jichin haruui hansumppun
Saramdeureun da haengbokanga bwa
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey
Geoure bichin nunmurui uimineun
Useume gamchwojin naui saekkkal blue and grey

Eodiseobuteo jalmotdwaenneunji jal moreugesseo
Na eoryeoseobuteo meoritsogen paransaek mureumpyo
Eojjeom geuraeseo chiyeolhage saranneunji moreuji
But dwireul doraboni yeogi udukeoni seoni
Nareul jibeosamkyeobeorineun jeo seoseul peoreon geurimja
Yeojeonhido paransaek mureumpyoneun
Gwayeon buraninji uurinji
Eojjeom jeongmal huhoeui dongmurinji
Animyeoneun oeroumi naeun nailji
Yeojeonhi moreugesseo seoseul peoreon beullu
Jamsikdoeji ankil barae chajeul geoya chulgu

I just wanna be happier
Chagaun nal nongnyeojwo
Sueopsi naemin naui son
Saekkkal eomneun meari
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
Igeotdo keun yoksimilkka

Chuun gyeoul georireul georeul ttae neukkin
Ppallajin simjangui hoheup soril
Jigeumdo neukkigon hae
Gwaenchantago haji ma
Gwaenchanchi aneunikka
Jebal honja duji mara jwo neomu apa

Neul geonneun gilgwa neul banneun bit
But oneureun waenji natseon scene
Mudyeojin geolkka muneojin geolkka
Geunde mugeopgin hada i soetdeongin
Dagaoneun hoesaek koppulso
Chojeom eopsi nan deonggeureoni seoisseo
Nadapji ana i sungan
Geunyang museopjiga ana
Nan hwaksiniran sin ttawi an mideo
Saekchae gateun mareun ganjireowo
Neolbeun hoesaekjidaega pyeonhae
Yeogi sueok gaji pyojeongui grey
Biga omyeon nae sesang
I dosi wiro chumchunda
Malgeun naren angaereul
Jeojeun naren hamkke neul
Yeogi modeun meonjideul
Wihae chukbaereul

I just wanna be happier
Nae sonui ongil neukkyeojwo
Ttatteuthajiga anaseo nega deouk pillyohae
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
Meon hunnal naega utge doemyeon
Malhalge geuraesseotdago

Heogonge tteodoneun mareul mollae juwo damgo nani
Ije saebyeokjami deune good night

[Korean:]

Where is my angel
하루의 끝을 드리운
Someone come and save me, please
지친 하루의 한숨뿐
사람들은 다 행복한가 봐
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey
거울에 비친 눈물의 의미는
웃음에 감춰진 나의 색깔 blue and grey

어디서부터 잘못됐는지 잘 모르겠어
나 어려서부터 머릿속엔 파란색 물음표
어쩜 그래서 치열하게 살았는지 모르지
But 뒤를 돌아보니 여기 우두커니 서니
나를 집어삼켜버리는 저 서슬 퍼런 그림자
여전히도 파란색 물음표는
과연 불안인지 우울인지
어쩜 정말 후회의 동물인지
아니면은 외로움이 낳은 나일지
여전히 모르겠어 서슬 퍼런 블루
잠식되지 않길 바래 찾을 거야 출구

I just wanna be happier
차가운 날 녹여줘
수없이 내민 나의 손
색깔 없는 메아리
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
I just wanna be happier
이것도 큰 욕심일까

추운 겨울 거리를 걸을 때 느낀
빨라진 심장의 호흡 소릴
지금도 느끼곤 해
괜찮다고 하지 마
괜찮지 않으니까
제발 혼자 두지 말아 줘 너무 아파

늘 걷는 길과 늘 받는 빛
But 오늘은 왠지 낯선 scene
무뎌진 걸까 무너진 걸까
근데 무겁긴 하다 이 쇳덩인
다가오는 회색 코뿔소
초점 없이 난 덩그러니 서있어
나답지 않아 이 순간
그냥 무섭지가 않아
난 확신이란 신 따위 안 믿어
색채 같은 말은 간지러워
넓은 회색지대가 편해
여기 수억 가지 표정의 grey
비가 오면 내 세상
이 도시 위로 춤춘다
맑은 날엔 안개를
젖은 날엔 함께 늘
여기 모든 먼지들
위해 축배를

I just wanna be happier
내 손의 온길 느껴줘
따뜻하지가 않아서 네가 더욱 필요해
Oh this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
먼 훗날 내가 웃게 되면
말할게 그랬었다고

허공에 떠도는 말을 몰래 주워 담고 나니
이제 새벽잠이 드네 good night

[English translation:]

Where is my angel
The end of the day
Someone come and save me, please
A weary sigh of a tiring day
I guess everyone's happy
Can you look at me? 'Cause I am blue and grey
The meaning of the tears reflected in the mirror
My color hidden with a smile, blue and grey

I don't know where it went wrong
Ever since I was a kid, I've had a blue question mark in my head
Maybe that's why I've been living so fiercely
But when I look back, I'm all by myself
That hazy shadow that swallows me up
Still, the blue question mark, is it anxiety or depression?
How am I so regretful?
Or maybe it's me that loneliness gave birth to
I still don't know, dark blue
I hope it doesn't erode me, I'll find an exit

I just wanna be happier
To melt the cold me
My hands have reached out countless times
Colorless echo
Oh, this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself I just wanna be happier
Am I too greedy?

I felt when I walked on the cold winter streets
The sound of my fast heartbeat breathing
I still feel it
Don't say it's okay
'Cause it's not okay
Please don't leave me alone, it hurts too much

The way I usually walk and the light I always receive
But today it's a strange scene
Is it dull or is it broken?
But it's heavy, this lump of metal
Approaching gray rhino
I'm just standing there without focus
It's not like me at this moment
I'm just not scared
I don't believe in the God of confidence
Colorful words tickle
A large gray area is convenient
Gray with hundreds of millions of facial expressions here
When it rains, my world
Dancing over this city
It's foggy on a clear day
Always together on rainy days
Toast to all the dust here

I just wanna be happier
Feel the warmth of my hands
It's not warm, so I need you more
Oh, this ground feels so heavier
I am singing by myself
In the distant future, when I laugh
I'll tell you I did

After secretly picking up the words in the air
Now I fall asleep in the morning, good night