Selfish

Every time a raindrop hits the ground
It feel like an earthquake shook my house
Looking at me like I let them down
Rain stop don't need tears that's pouring out
They don't understand
I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
I'm not selfish nah
Oh I'm not selfish no
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no

It's crazy how I dealt with
The cards I was dealt with
Very different every situation I was helpless
My mind wasn't helping
My eyes is what felt shit
Seeing people lost and what they thought was something else then
The life they thought that never come to them
They saddened by the past don't know what it's like to win
Was only focused how they'd be lucky to make a cent
Looking for the answers don't understand it's within themselves
I can tell they'd only expect to fail
I saw that and didn't want that that's why the see me prevail
I just play my cards different
Sacrifice for myself
Now they seeing where I'm headed and wishing nothing but hell

Everytime a raindrop hits the ground
It feel like an earthquake shook my house
Looking at me like I let them down
Rain stop don't need tears that's pouring out
They don't understand
I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
I'm not selfish (nah-yeah)
Oh I'm not selfish no (yeah yeah)
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no

Yeah
Envy is they only friend
Working is mine
They abusing all excuses
Never searching to find
What they want for themselves
Rather take from what's mine
Used to consider them family
That's why it's burning inside
Despise me for what I've done
Despise me 'cause I'm the one
Who took the opposite route
When I saw fear I would run
Towards it, not away
That's definitely not the way
You make it out think about it you letting time rot away
They don't see it like I do
Guess I set my standards higher
Keep my skin thick they can't get up under mine I'm
Way too busy focused so they say I give no time
But now my time's priceless they say the fault is mine

Everytime a raindrop hits the ground
It feel like an earthquake shook my house
Looking at me like I let them down
Rain stop don't need tears that's pouring out
They don't understand
I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no
I'm not selfish (nah)
Oh I'm not selfish no
Oh I'm not selfish
I'm not selfish no