Trying Not To

(album: History Of Breaking Up (Part One) - 2021)

Is it just me?
Or did we
Do this the last time
We said it's the last time
Yeah, I'd be lying
If I said I been
Moving on like I thought I'd be

I know it's wrong but it's how I feel
Already know it's a bad idea
I should take my own advice ah ah

But I still think about you, baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss you and really mean it
I just can't though I want to
But I'm trying not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before
But I'm trying not to
Call you tonight
But it's almost like
I miss you more
When I'm trying not to
Yeah I'm trying not to

I don't want to
But I still want you
It's so perfect
It gets on my nerves, yeah
I tried so hard, ain't getting me far
Pushing away just brings you even closer to me yeah

But I still think about you, baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss you and really mean it
I just can't though I want to
But I'm trying not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before
But I'm trying not to
Call you tonight
But it's almost like
I miss you more
When I'm trying not to
Yeah I'm trying not to

Maybe we could get it right this time
Yeah, or maybe I'm just lying to myself
To myself
But I'm trying not to
Yeah I'm trying not to

But I still think about you, baby
I wish you didn't feel so right
I really wanna tell you I don't miss you and really mean it
I just can't though I want to
But I'm trying not to
Take back goodbye
Say I changed my mind
Been there before
But I'm trying not to
Call you tonight
But it's almost like
I miss you more
When I'm trying not to
Yeah I'm trying not to
I'm trying not to
Yeah I'm trying not to