Diagnosis

(album: Such Pretty Forks In The Road - 2020)

Call it what you want
'Cause I don't even care anymore
Call me what you need to
To make yourself comfortable

I've not left the house in a while
I've not felt a glimpse of ease
And I have not made much headway
Since I have come back from the war

And I no longer give a damn
'Bout things that used to matter
And I am covering my eyes
As I am frozen on the spot

And call it what you want
'Cause I don't even care anymore
Call me what you need to
To make yourself comfortable
So I am debilitated
I can't remember where the sentence started
When I'm trying to finish it
And all of you are so frustrated
And everyone around me is tryna help as much as they can

My house is spotless, my lens is
Skewed, my limbs, they recoil
And I'm folding in on myself
Since I am out of order

Call it what you want
'Cause I don't even care anymore
Call me what you want to
To make yourself comfortable
So I am debilitated
I can't remember where the sentence started
When I'm trying to finish it
And all of you are so frustrated
And everyone around me is tryna help as much as they can

But I'll move on in this meltdown
Of nervousness diagnosis

Call it what you want
'Cause I don't even care anymore
Call me what you need to
To make yourself comfortable
So I am debilitated
I can't remember where the sentence started
When I'm trying to finish it
And all of you are so frustrated
And everyone around me is tryna help as much as they can

Call it what you want
Call me what you need to
To feel comfortable