I'm Ok

(album: The Gloomy Tapes, Vol. 2 - 2019)

I haven't smiled very much today
But I'm ok, I'm ok
All these tears are diamonds on my face
And I'm ok, I'm ok

I think you were the
First person who
Gave me a shot
I want you to
Know that it meant
A fucking lot, yeah

You listened when
I needed you
That Sunday night
You took that blade
Threw it away
And gave me life

And I haven't smiled very much today
But I'm ok, I'm ok
All these tears are diamonds on my face
And I'm ok, I'm ok

I think you were the
First person who
Broke my damn heart
I want you to
Know I was thrown
Back in the dark, yeah

I listened when
You needed me
That Christmas night
But, you ran that blade
Through all your veins
Just one more time

But I wasn't there for
You in that bedroom
When you decided
The world didn't get you
I heard the sirens
I saw the message
I'll keep your night stand
The way that you left it, yeah

I haven't smiled very much today
But I'm ok, I'm ok
All these tears are diamonds on my face
And I'm ok, I'm ok

(Yeah, yeah, I'm ok, yeah)
(Yeah, I'm ok)

I knew you were the
Last person who
I'd give my heart
I want you to
Know I loved you
Right from the start, yeah

I listened when
The pastor said
You you would hurt no more
I threw that blade
Inside your grave
And said once more

That I haven't smiled very much today
But I'm ok, I'm ok
All these tears are diamonds on my face
And I'm ok, I'm ok