My Head Gets Loud

(album: Butterfly Boy - 2019)

Floating in my spaceship
The view out the window looks way sick, a colorful oasis
I'm low on rocket fuel and I don't wanna waste it
So I shut my engine off and bump my favorite playlist
I mix a cutty and little hippy sabotage
Make me feel like the pain was just a bad mirage
People look past me like I'm camouflage
At this point, I might as well believe in Santa Clause
I used to get so stressed and depressed
At the family function, feeling like the guest
But the solution wasn't really too complex
If you soul ain't on fire, move to the next
So here I am, goofy giggle and a slight lisp
I put both the bros right above my right wrist
'Cause they remind me that I know how to laugh
And I sure need a little bit of that

When my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know
'Cause my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know
'Cause my head gets

Only so much time in this universe of mine
Looking in the mirror like, you deserve a shine
Who you wanna be? It's up to you, it's your design
Or you could wait for help and fall another year behind
Lessons from the discipline, it's dangerous
Sitting with the pain, just listening to rain drip
Superpowers, I know how to make the brain flip
And turn anguish into whatever the game wish
What you need? I got it
If I don't, I'll get it
Anything you ask, I have never known the limit
My soul is vivid, my heart is gold
I tried it, the harder road
And dealt with the largest lows, it's all worth it
I'm not perfect, but I'm pure
I like the way these colors look, I don't want a cure
And right now I'm relaxed
But I thought that I would make this track
So later on I can listen back

When my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know
'Cause my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know
'Cause my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know
'Cause my head gets loud
Trying to turn it down some, let the bass bleed
So I can drown it out, like boom boom boom
So much love in my bones, but the world might never know