Hate Me, Love Me

(album: Charm City - 2017)

I spend my days just thinking 'bout nothing
I'll waste away just taking my time
I'll do my best to try to rewind this
So I can find a place to unwind

Ever since I met you
All I really wanna do is
Restore all the faith that I have in my heart
I don't really know why
I never really even tried to
Make any changes on my end and that's why

You hate me, for everything that I am
You love me, for half of where I came from
You're an actor, you blame us all the same
Betrayer, you lie yourself to shame

You're a walking disaster
You played me for a fool
We keep moving backwards
Spinning out of control

If I could go back and try to change one thing
I'd try to take away all of this pain
I'd show you that your life is worth something
That things don't have to stay the same

Ever since I met you
All I really wanna do is
Restore all the faith that I have in my heart
I don't really know why
I never really even tried to
Make any changes on my end and that's why

You hate me, for everything that I am
You love me, for half of where I came from
You're an actor, you blame us all the same
Betrayer, you lie yourself to shame