Jamais Vu

(album: Plus Ultra - 2019)

Victory repeats for me
I see through you so easily
You're just wasting my time
I'm never giving up if I never get it right

I threw away all of the thoughts
I had left of you and I together
You ignore me
My life gets so boring
Waiting and patiently pacing
So hastily to feel complete
But without you here
There's not much left of me

The truth is I'm ready to find
What it is lying deep inside my skull
Subconscious knows all
Subconscious knows all

Victory repeats for me
I see through you so easily
You're just wasting my time
I'm never giving up if I never get it right
I'm crazy baby
The way you make things
Hard to know where we stand
I guess there never really was a plan

I've made mistakes but through the storm
I think I've found my buried treasure
You support me
Shine me in glory
Make me blindly play kindly
Constantly reminding me
To feel compassion despite their reactions

The truth is I'm ready to find
What's lying deep inside

Victory repeats for me
I see through you so easily
You're just wasting my time
I'm never giving up if I never get it right
I'm crazy baby
The way you make things
Hard to know where we stand
I guess there never really was a plan

I'm invisible to you
That much I know is true
I've been replaced, I've been replaced
I'm invisible to you
That much I know is true
I'll be replaced, I'll be replaced

Fading out like a siren driving away
Fake from your perspective so no one gets the point of what I say
I miss you hating me

Victory repeats for me
I see through you so easily
You're just wasting my time
I'm never giving up if I never get it right
I'm crazy baby
The way you make things
Hard to know where we stand
I guess there never really was a plan