Cycles

(album: Shame On Me - 2023)

Always felt invisible
No one cared to watch me grow
Spent my life inside a house full of ghosts
And Every night was a nightmare
If I cried I was met with a cold stare
Hated every second in this broken home

I wish that if you could go back in time you'd try
To keep me safe and make sure that I was alright
To help me understand what your love could feel like
I wish you tried
I wish you tried

Why'd you have to push me away
Tell me you'd change
Left me with nothing
All you gave was empty promises
That you'd always break
Brought up in pain
Now I feel nothing
The endless cycle that broke me

Never know what I did wrong
Say you need me then you don't
'Cause the excuses just go on and on and on
Do you even care at all
How you left me in the dark
I hated every second in this broken home

I wish that if you could go back in time you'd try
To keep me safe and make sure that I was alright
To help me understand what your love could feel like
I wish you tried...

Why'd you have to push me away
Tell me you'd change
Left me with nothing
All you gave was empty promises
That you'd always break
Brought up in pain
Now I feel nothing
The endless cycle that broke me

Dead and gone, is the only thing that
I've become, from empty promises that
you'd always break, brought up in pain, now I feel nothing
The endless cycle that broke me

You will never
Hear me out
But it's over now
Over now
Blegh

Why'd you have to push me away
Tell me you'd change
Left me with nothing
All you gave was empty promises
That you'd always break
Brought up in pain
Now I feel nothing
The endless cycle that broke me

Dead and gone, is the only thing that
I've become, from empty promises that
you'd always break, brought up in pain, now I feel nothing
The endless cycle that broke me