This Pain

(album: Oh The Agony, Oh The Ecstasy - 2020)

I heard you've fallen in love
And I heard she looks like me
I heard you're happy now
Bet you were happier with me
You're taking care of yourself
And you never looked so good
This all for somebody else
I wanna end it and you know I could

'Cause this pain
Is all I ever know
Yeah, this pain
Is all that's left when I'm alone
'Cause it's the same old story, same old line
I didn't even want you at the best of times
This pain
Is all I ever know

I've been pushing my mind
See how it feels to see your face
In every memory I find
I've put a hero in your place
'Cause you were never enough
At least, you weren't for me
Now she gets all of your love
And I'm just here with this jealousy

'Cause this pain
Is all I ever know
Yeah, this pain
Is all that's left when I'm alone
'Cause it's the same old story, same old line
I didn't even want you at the best of times
This pain
Is all I ever know

Come meet me in the hallway
And cover me in lies
Say it's me you choose
So I can say I don't want you

'Cause this pain
Is all I ever know
Yeah, this pain
Is all that's left when I'm alone
'Cause it's the same old story, same old line
I didn't even want you at the best of times
It's the same old story, same old line
I'm always looking for you all the fucking time
This pain
Is all I ever know