I Just Can't Fucking Do It Anymore

(album: Christian Lee Hutson On Audiotree Live - 2016)

The fall was pretty nasty
On that we can agree
But they're never really clean
And sometimes neither is the break
And by the time I left you
The room looked like a bruise
A curtain breached let pink and blue light
Wash across your face, but

Is it so unforgivable
To wander off the course?
We had a pretty good run but
I just can't fucking do it
Anymore

I was eager to commit once
But not for forever
'Cause if you remember I never once said
You should never say never
'Cause that's gravity for you
When you're stuck up and stupid
It turns you into a student
For thinking you were so clever, but

Is it so unforgivable
To wander off the course?
We had a pretty good run but
I just can't fucking do it
Anymore

So I'm not afraid to call it
The way that it is
It's like you wasted a wish
On some supposed second wind
And I don't care who sees me
Behaving so ugly
I just hate that you loved me and
This is how it ends, but

Is it so unforgivable
To wander off the course?
We had a pretty good run but
I just can't fucking do it
Anymore