Brown Eyed Boys

(album: Orange - 2019)

Out of sight, out of mind
Tell me why you make that so hard
Crash and burn every time
'Cause I always take things too far

I don't want to be helpless
Right when I'm getting so close
That's when you disappear
Lately, I'm feeling reckless
But I don't want to burn out
Guess I gotta hold on tighter

I don't even know what's real now
I wish that I could come down
But I don't really have a choice
When I'm falling for these brown-eyed boys
Sweeter than the rush I'm getting
Deeper than the pain I'm feeling
Suddenly I'm destroyed
All because of these brown-eyed boys

You're stringing me along you know exactly what to do
I know that you don't want me but I still want you
And every other night when it's late up in my room
I'm looking at the stars, wish I was looking at you

Sunlight just right on your face
Just like a videotape
I just want to rewind
Maybe I'm going insane
I know the end of this game
I lose it every time

I don't even know what's real now
I wish that I could come down
But I don't really have a choice
When I'm falling for these brown-eyed boys
Sweeter than the rush I'm getting
Deeper than the pain I'm feeling
Suddenly I'm destroyed
All because of these brown-eyed boys

Maybe it's masochism
But I don't know any different
Than losing my mind, oh
You're fading further away
But you know I love the chase
I don't think that I should catch you anyway

I don't even know what's real now
I wish that I could come down
But I don't really have a choice
When I'm falling for these brown-eyed boys
Sweeter than the rush I'm getting
Deeper than the pain I'm feeling
Suddenly I'm destroyed
All because of these brown-eyed boys