Lockbox

(album: Please Stop Breaking My Heart - 2023)

I got a lot of thoughts
I hide em deep inside my lockbox
So I won't get caught up in the things that I wanna be avoiding

I used to think that
If you make a mistake that means that you're bad
And so I tried so hard to get it right but I wasn't always good at that

And I'm just trying to figure out what I believe
When everything is changing right in front of me
I wanna be the best thing that I can be

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again

Made some new friends
And now I don't know what to do with all these feelings
I'm so insecure and I don't wanna be rejected no

And I'm so scared
That I'm gonna ruin everything that I care about
Tell myself take a breath you're still in control of yourself

I'm just trying to figure out what the heck trust means
When everyone is changing right in front of me
I wanna be the best me that I can be

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again

(But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love (Looking for love)
But they always make it look so easy to find)

(I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again)

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again

But I feel like I'm so messed up
Always something new to catch my eye
Looking for love but they always make it look so easy to find
I'm in over my head once again
I go too far, fix my heart just to break it all over again