Pandora's Box

(album: This Is Your Sign Part I - 2021)

I'm ripping stitches from my lips so you can finally see
The ugly truth I buried six feet down inside of me

I'm always saying that I'm fine but
I'm not alright no, if you only knew
Always had to masquerade under
All the shame cause you couldn't take the truth

I'm suppressing rage
You chose to look the other way
Pandora's box is opening
Now you're gonna see I am not okay
Don't waste your breath It's too late

I don't know if I'll make it through the night
Will I see another sunrise?
I feel more dangerous than a loaded gun
I don't know if I wanna live another day
If it means feeling this way
My head's pandora's box, I'm coming undone
I'm coming undone (I've got nowhere to run)

Nowhere to run when the most vicious times are in my head
I feel the water rise behind my eyes with every breath

I'm always saying that I'm fine but
I'm not alright no, you never had a clue
I've learned it's easier to fake it
Than be awake 'cause I can't take the truth

I'm suppressing rage
You chose to look the other way
Pandora's box is opening
Now you're gonna see, the demons gonna break
Don't waste your breath It's too late

I don't know if I'll make it through the night
Will I see another sunrise?
I feel more dangerous than a loaded gun
I don't know if I wanna live another day
If it means feeling this way
My head's pandora's box, I'm coming undone
I'm coming undone

You broke my bones to make me fit inside
What I really am is too ugly for your eyes
But living in this lie made me a rising tide
I will not be denied

I don't know if I'll make it through the night
Will I see another sunrise?
I feel more dangerous than a loaded gun
I don't know if I wanna live another day
If it means feeling this way
My head's pandora's box, I'm coming undone
I'm coming undone (I've got nowhere to run)

I've got nowhere to run
I've got no-, I've got nowhere to run