My New Lows

(album: Spider On The Wall - 2020)

Every time I think of you
I am doing things I shouldn't do
It's true, we're through
No matter how I tried, no matter how I lied
To you, to myself
This life of mine is fake
All I do is wrong and break away, from you
I don't think it's a big mistake
Knowing now of what I'm made
It's true, I am through

Some will break up, some don't wake up
Some will hate you for needing love
Some will shame you, some will blame you
Some will berate you for acting out

Some relations just fade away
The cycle goes on this way, I say, night and day
Mirror mirror on the wall, spare me the sight of it all
See me fall, see me fall, see me fall, see me fall, see me fall

Some will shame you, some will blame you
Some will hate you for needing love

Here are the ebbs and flows, my love and all my woes
Wax and wane, here I go, here I go, into new lows
Into new lows
Here I go, here I go, into new lows