You Can't Save Me For A Rainy Day

(album: Lonely - 2023)

I had some shit to say
I needed to try again
Forget about the "why" and "when"
You're excused from all your excuses
Avoid the argument, avoid the honesty
Avoid anything stressful, call me an asshole
Forget all the bullshit that you promised me

But aren't I allowed to feel how I feel about you?
Won't you let me decide?
If you can set me aside

No, you can't save me for a rainy day
Recently, I been tryna live my life peacefully
The least that you can do is have the decency
To tell me that you don't love me even if it hurts to say
I remember when you looked at me a certain way
The same way I look at my purple haze
When I try to feel decent
But behind your excuse, I know the real reason
But you can't save me for a rainy day

You don't love, you don't love, you don't love me anymore
I need to get out of here
Why would I try again?
Just forget about the "why" and "when"
Your abuse is more than 'buses
But in reality, you hide from reality
You avoid what's frustrating
And fuck what's breaking
And act if it never really mattered to me

But aren't I allowed to say what I about you?
Oh, won't you let me decide?
If you can set me aside

No, you can't save me for a rainy day
Recently, I been tryna live my life peacefully
The least that you can do is have the decency
To tell me that you don't love me even if it hurts to say
I remember when you looked at me a certain way
The same way I look at my purple haze
When I try to feel decent
But behind your excuse, I know the real reason
But you can't save me for a rainy day

Heartbreak, oh, now you won't love
But don't know how to
I lost it when I found you
You'll always be the voice that's in my head
Heartbreak, oh, now you won't love
I know you're bound to
Fuck every snake around you
I'll always be the voice that's in your head
Ah, yeah, yeah

Ah, yeah, yeah
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Ah, yeah, yeah, yeah