WAITING

(album: PRESS PLAY - 2019)

Wish I could go to the stars and fly away without a trace
Wish I could visit the sun, incinerate, crumble away
I walk into the room, I tie my shoes, avoid the faces
Too insecure to talk but I'm still craving conversation

And I wish my hands wouldn't go fucking numb
Every time that I talk to her
I overthink all the things that she says
So you think that I would've learned
Overreacted to nothing again
Why the hell does my stomach hurt
Guess I'll go puke in the bathroom again
While I ponder this stupid curse

I wish my brain wouldn't shut itself off
Every time that I talk to him
When we lock eyes I freeze up
Pretend I've never talked to my friends about this
Moment we're having but somehow
It's ruined because I'm so damn anxious
All of these thoughts in my head
Waging war against me and I'll never win

Waiting on a bus that'll never come
Waiting on a ride to something dumb
Waiting on a hug, I just need one
Waiting on you to text me some
Waiting on a person I can trust
Waiting on something to calm the dust
Waiting on the day I'll feel alright
Waiting for my life to turn out fine
[x7]