parasite

(album: connect, breathe - 2022)

Woke up drunk again with a new guy
My friends hit me up like 20 times
I don't recognize anyone here
Can't see a thing when I look in the mirror, I
Broke all the promises I made last night
You caught onto me like a goddamn parasite
Apologetic but you're still too insincere
Fool me once, but you know that I'll still be here

Still be here

Walk home, brain rot
Bleeding on the sidewalk, yeah
So cruel, I'm not
Gonna say what I thought when
You made, me cry
In the parking lot again
Voice shot, sell out
I was never what you want

I'm so numb I couldn't tell you why
Regret some shit that I did last time
What the fuck did I even just say
Now I wonder why you went, fuck
Validate me, suffocating
I can't hear you, fucked up lately
Advertise to nobody again
Don't think that I got any real friends

Walk home, brain rot
Bleeding on the sidewalk, yeah
So cruel, I'm not
Gonna say what I thought when
You made, me cry
In the parking lot again
Voice shot, sell out
I was never what you want
Said, I was never what you want

I was, I was, I was never what you
I was, I was, I was never what you
I was, I was, I was never what you
I was, I was, I was never what you want

Said, I was never what you want
I was never what you want