Wanderlust

(album: Idealism - 2020)

I've been here for years to meet you
Who invited you to come through?
Hear the party in my head
All who are here are cuckoo kazoos
So, what brings you here?
Trying to find some comfort in the little things
I know how you feel
I lost everything I worked so hard to seam
How can they just leave?
They can't take my heart out when there's nothing left
What wouldn't you keep?
Your old friends or to live your dreams like Alice did

"There's no easy way to say this straight to your face"
You said, "I know that you still love me, but I'm throwing you away"

Can you find my mind?
Do you have the time?
I can't seem to find my way out of here
Come and sing our song
We don't have very long
I know you're scared, but we'll always be here for years and years
Follow us, you'll see
The true reality
Promise me you'll fulfill your destiny
We must be going now
So say, "Ta-ta for now!"
Before we leave, remember hold onto this preciously
We'll be meeting again
Here in our wonderland
We'll be meeting again
Here in our wonderland
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Dnalrednow ruo ni ereh
Uoy devol reven I yas reve t'nod
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I guess I'll go home
Try to pretend that I'm always happy
But, what they've all shown
Is that they're all better off without me
Do they stare at my past?
Or, do they see the man that I will die to be?
Still, I feel typecast
Now I know you never loved me endlessly
Just push through
Don't think, just do
Life flows on within and without you
I'm dying
Dying
Dying
Dying
Dying
Dying
Dying

We'll be meeting again
Here in our wonderland