Hannah Montana

I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes, 'cause
You know, you know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself

I hate this place of shallow thrones
Where vanity is all you know
I fake a pretty picture
When I'm bored at home

I wear a mask, an archetype
And play the part like it's my life
I sell my soul so well 'cause I don't pay the price
Until I'm up all night, so alone

I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes, 'cause
You know, you know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California
Living like I'm Hannah Montana
The two of us, we both keep crashing down
'Cause I don't even know myself
Self, self

I used to be the president
Of my own head, so confident
With dreams of gold and platinum
I was so obsessed, till everybody said

Hollywood is dope, it's the best of both worlds
Go ahead and sleep with any guy or girl
Especially the ones you can use to get ahead
'Cause talent's overrated and morals are dead

I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes, 'cause
You know, you know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California
Living like I'm Hannah Montana
The two of us, we both keep crashing down
'Cause I don't even know myself
Self, self

I never disassociated till I got here
And started feeling all the isolation and fear
Am I good enough? Good enough?
I ask myself when I'm so fucked up
Crawl into the bathroom and I look at my face
And throw up from the Adderall and bursts of shame
Never good enough, good enough
Don't like myself, LA fucked me up

I don't wanna be in California
Waiting on a day that never comes, 'cause
You know, you know that nothing's working out
'Cause I don't know myself
I don't wanna be in California
Living like I'm Hannah Montana
The two of us, we both keep crashing down
'Cause I don't even know myself
Self, self
'Cause I don't even know myself
Self, self
I don't really know myself