The Price Of Grace

(album: I Won't Survive - 2021)

Circles through circles
I'm spiraling around the room
This phone call, I'm in denial
Lost in the static of your silence

They found the note you left behind
And the lethal dose you took that night
We lost touch when the basement door was bolted shut

Lost beyond the grave
You found your own way

I hope the price of grace
Was worth the gift of pain
Because I feel like I'll never find peace with the way you left me
I hope the price of grace
Was worth the gift of pain
Because I curse the day you gave up on everything
I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing

Throwing empty bottles, drinking myself sick
Smash my soul to pieces
You shattered glass beneath my chest
Malice fills the void!
Malice fills the void!

How could you leave your family behind?
You embraced your demons and gave in to suicide
You deserve to survive!

Lost beyond the grave
You found your own way

I hope the price of grace
Was worth the gift of pain
Because I feel like I'll never find peace with the way you left me
I hope the price of grace
Was worth the gift of pain
Because I curse the day you gave up on everything
I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing
I can't see the light, there's no reside, I'm finding nothing

What happened to brothers forever?
You said we'd grow old together
I'm reaching out to the heavens
Can you hear my voice?
How can I live on knowing that this was your choice?

I will carry your memory
Until the day that I die
To keep you alive