Hurricane

(album: I Won't Survive - 2021)

I think I'm lost, lost in this hurricane
I'll never find my way, I'll never find my way

My lungs collapse
Sinking 'til I can't breathe

Sixteen years is not enough
Time will pass but I feel your love
It's still inside me, it's still inside me
Torrential rains have swept you up
You always told me I could trust
You're still beside me, still beside me
Every treatment's fallen short
And the pills they never work, it's all the same
It's all the same and I'm still here without you

I think I'm lost
Lost in this hurricane
I'll never find my way, I'll never find my way
I'm too far gone, just look at the mess I'm in
I've been swept away, my life's a hurricane
I'm lost

I can't see through the wreckage
The aftermath of my past; the catalyst

Dis-may, I'm cutting deeper to take my pain away

These days I rest, on the ocean floor
Far from home waiting to be washed ashore
Here in the deep blue
Mother I miss you

I think I'm lost
Lost in this hurricane
I'll never find my way, I'll never find my way
I'm too far gone, just look at the mess I'm in
I've been swept away, my life's a hurricane

Death seems to follow, follow me everywhere I go
I'll self medicate
Medicate away this agony

Suffer! My heart begins to swell
Suffer! God save me from this hell
Suffer! Lift me up, give me strength, be my refuge

I think I'm lost
Lost in this hurricane
I'll never find my way, I'll never find my way

I think I'm lost
Lost in this hurricane
I'll never find my way, I'll never find my way
I'm too far gone, just look at the mess I'm in
I've been swept away, my life's a hurricane

Recover! Build me up
Recover! I won't get swept away