Burdened

(album: Couch Potato - 2015)

[Corbin:]
Who was I to call for help?
You see she don't love herself
Let me buy your burden
I will stand will still see
I can keep the cuts deep in my guts so you don't need to
You don't need to (hey)
They're not good for
Using you good for
But you're letting it happen
Why you letting it happen?
Sharing what they sip
Persuading tongue up on the tip
I'd rather slip than watch the fall

I keep along
I keep along, oh oh oh
I keep along, oh
Oh, oh oh oh (oh)

[Bobby Raps:]
I take another breath of cold air
On a long road leading nowhere
Lying to myself, my subconscious is dishonest
Work your whole life for something
Just to realise you didn't want it
Ask myself, "is it even worth it?"
Too worried about being a decent person
Just to feel alive I fill my body with this lethal poison
Living out my dreams in reality, didn't even enjoy it
That's how you end up here, stranded
Gambling on them chances
Looking back in lil' glances
Turning down those advances
I leave here and go home
And use this shit to my advantage
Don't let it change the damage
My perspective of this planet
Keep doing it as I planned it
I'm from where they pull things out like Janet
Bang brains out 'til they hang out like friends
Over at their parents
No such thing as fairness
Wear that pain like it's brandished
Float around trapped in the same life, like dammit
Make me go insane, like I'm manic
My loved ones dying, my baby sister crying
The only thing I can say is it ain't time to panic
I don't need to pop cannon
My stomach doing backflips
When it happen to felt like
A pedestrian running into traffic
I'm over it, focusing
I'm living how I'm supposed to live
Hope that I can escape this hopelessness
When I just don't exist

Inside
Something
Doesn't feel right
Maybe
Because
I'm rotting
Try to
Hard to
Find something to hold onto
When I need
To let everything
Go