Menace II Sobriety

(album: Menace II Sobriety - 2019)

I twist the cap off the Jameson bottle, yeah
My aim is to swallow my grief my pain and my sorrow
It seems to places that I go the danger will follow
So hallo my 38 stainless chambers with hollows
They say I'm fucking my kidneys and my liver
I'm sipping 'nough liquor up to take a piss and fill a river up
I couldn't get enough wouldn't give it up
Just fill a cup getting drunk
Cuz when I was getting drunk I didn't give a fuck
Blame it on that al-alcohol was my favourite song
Me and T-Pain was on the same shit to the break of dawn
Wake up in my driveway I'm blown, how did I make it home?
They say I'm wrong when I got hungry fuck it, I ain't patron
Landed my first DUI, cuz I was major faded
I hit LA County Jail these niggas gang-related
I bailed out by the bottle I couldn't wait to slay it
Damn, I m a real alcoholic but I just hate to say it, word!

There's nothing wrong with what I got
Going on and it s a red cup
Yeah, I'm tired yeah, I'm so stuck, I'm solo
I'm on one
My team is getting loud I gotta drown 'em out
Closet full of skeletons they bustin out
Devil on my back he s trying to run me down
Death is at my door trying to take me out
My team is getting loud I gotta drown 'em out
Closet full of skeletons they bustin out
Devil on my back he s trying to run me down
Death is at my door trying to take me out

Thought I was good cuz I never got in an accident
But I got drunk pulled out my gun and shot It on accident
I gotta relax with this to practice abstinence
I almost blasted my own homey pictured to miss out of an ambulance
Pictured them dying cuz I couldn't put the liquor down
Picture me dying cuz I couldn't put the liquor down
Blood pressure high as a bitch up they had to sit me down
In the emergency room goddamn this shit is getting wild
I'm stuck in the bed the nurse is trying to offer hope
Heard the doctor tell her a joke said I was a walking stroke
Shit made me think of Nate Dogg damn
My heart was broke seen him at the hospital days later that's all she wrote
Made me think of my uncle he was only 50, shit
He died in the same hospital that Biggie did
His memory lives but he ain't get to live
I made it out of yarn and twisted the henny legs

There's nothing wrong with what I got
Going on and it s a red cup
Yeah, I'm tired yeah, I'm so stuck, I'm solo
I'm on one
My team is getting loud I gotta drown 'em out
Closet full of skeletons they busting out
Devil on my back he s trying to run me down
Death is at my door trying to take me out

In alcoholics, anonymous
I'm not anonymous. Hi, my name's Dominic
Here's what my problem is
I break open bottles and then I'm breaking promises
I like to get fucked up more than I thought I did
I'm getting money like a drug dealer
Still sneaking bottles out the club nigga
Liquor got me moonwalking see the glove glitter
Abuse is a bitch and I'm in love with her