You Do

(album: Hate You Back - 2022)

We can admit it's not a phase
We can admit I'm kinda fucked up and I'll never change
We can admit I ain't no saint
We can admit when it gets real I just run away

My heart is a black hole
Think you need to back up
It's hard to explain I'm an asshole
It's hard and I can't cope
Think I need to act up
And push you away like a bad joke

I'm trying to understand what you see in a man like me
I feel ugly
Like you ain't give a damn about me
And I can't believe you can love me

But you do what you do
And you make me feel like I could fly
When you do what you do
And it makes me feel like I should try when you do

I can be a lot to deal with
I cannot control my feelings
Honestly, I kinda fear it
My resolve is not the clearest

I don't want you to notice
So I don't lose your focus
Doing my best to hold your breath
Please don't lower my dosage
Ain't none that I can't fix
But you know all my tricks
All my scams, all my plans
Everything in my head

I'm trying to understand what you see
In a man like me, I feel ugly
Like you ain't give a damn about me
And I can't believe you can love me

But you do what you do
And you make me feel like I could fly
When you do what you do
And it makes me feel like I should try

'Cause you always see the best in me somehow
When I'm on my knees begging, please, just let me drown

So I'm here loving you
Thank you for loving me
I hope I don't burden you
Hope you get enough of me