Subaru

(album: Pity Party - 2020)

I saw you first
Study hall with both of your friends
I know it hurts
Stuck inside my memory lane
I walked you home
It was cold and rainy that day
I walk alone
Now nothing is the same

If I loved you once
Then I might love you forever
Hold your tongue
Because my eyes might get wetter
And I'm sure it hurts
You can cry on my sweater for help
Except I loved you twice
And we came back to the center
Nothing's fixed
And I know nothing gets better
You go from nice to freezing
Like the Calgary weather, for real

If I were you
I'd hang my dreams up high
I'd hang my dreams up high yeah
Subaru
In the back of the car I feel like I might die alone
If I were you
I'd hang my dreams up high
I'd hang my dreams up high yeah
Subaru
In the back of the car I feel like I might die alone

My friends
Are so high
I can't breathe
Paranoid
Heart beat
Is racing
I'm shaking
I'm annoyed
In the back of the car
And I'm barely home
In the back of the car
And I'm barely home
Hate on us yeah they
Hate on us
All my old friends left me in the dust
Polaroid pictures on my purse
Polaroid pictures of her
Like woah
And I melt into the floor
Saw you by the door
Walking in with someone else
My friend's like where'd he go
Really need to let you know
Slurring all my words cause I'm too fucked up
If I were you
I'd hang my dreams up high
I'd hang my dreams up high yeah
Subaru
In the back of the car I feel like I might die alone
If I were you
I'd hang my dreams up high
I'd hang my dreams up high yeah
Subaru
In the back of the car I feel like I might die alone

I ain't perfect
I ain't perfect
I ain't perfect
I don't know
I'm a burden
I'm a burden
No, I'm not
I've just been hurting
I've been trying
Hope you knew
Thought of dying
Nothing new
Nothing new
Woah oh woah
Hey! Runaway runaway runaway
You can't stop me
Hey! Runaway runaway runaway
Until nothing hurts me
Don't follow me follow me
There ain't nothing for me
There ain't nothing for me
It won't ever be the same
Yeah yeah
It won't ever be the same
Yeah yeah
It won't ever be the same
Yeah yeah
It won't ever be the same
Yeah yeah
It won't ever be the same